I can’t believe I blew up like that today because they didn’t deserve it. They never deserve that kind of attitude. I just yell over the stupidest reasons and disrespect them all the time. I just hope I can repay them back somehow. One of them worked their entire life for me and I couldn’t handle one simple task. The other one is about to go through surgery and I can’t even help with taking care of my siblings. I’m going to try and do better, somehow. I’m a horrible son.

This is the night where I can just reflect on my life and just wonder how much progress I made. I’ve experienced so much in the past and it brings me to where I am now. I somewhat have a general idea of what I really want to be in the future and the steps to get there. Well all I know in my future is that I got a microbio test in the morning that I’m procrastinating for by making this post. That’s pretty much it.